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Thursday, May 27, 2004

hm.. what to blog about??

My bed is so nice, I love it!! I am not missing my old bed that much anymore (although it used to be my big sis's, so thats why I didn't want my parents to get rid of it!).

I have gone smoothie crazy. I bought smoothie mixes at Kohls and bought a smoothie recipe book with easy recipes, so I can't wait to buy that stuff!

I finally started talking my Annual around to people starting yesterday. I have so many people I want to sign it, But I just don't like going up to people and asking them to sign my Yearbook, but on the other hand, I hate signing annuals and would rather someone sign mine then vice versa.

Did anyone watch Americal Idol last night?? I wasn't surprised that Fantastia won, but I wish La Toya was still in and she would have won, b/c I think she was the best by far. I think Fantasia is good, but I got so sick of hearing about her. It was ALLLLLLLLLL over the news the past 2 days.. "tasia this, 'tasia that, her favorite color,,, blah blah blah...My mom wanted Diana to win just b/c she was really tired of hearing about fantasia. I don't think this season was that good, last season was way better (Uh hum.. I love Clay!!! lol)

I gotta go dry my hair. Much love to all my friends!!!!

*~*Felicia*~*
8:14 PM |

Made by my sis, Carla. Thanks girlie!!

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

phew! It has been sooo long!! but I can explain. lol!!!

The constuction people were putting hardwood floors in upstairs where the computer is, so we had to take the computer desk, etc. into the other room, which has NOOO internet, awful I know. And I hadn't had time to get on at school. So that is why I had been off for so long. Right now it is during 3rd period and I came home to eat and blog.

I will start Sunday 16th. My voice came back, but STILL I can't even sing like I normally do, yikes. Thursday the 20th was my sisters birthday. She told me she liked her gift, relief relief. It was also the YB assembly. We had spread a rumor that the YB would be purple with rainbows and the Theme would be "over the rainbow" (b/c the editor is gay). And people believed us!! At the assembly, we put our Ybs in purple bags and alex and misty ppresented the yb and said the theme was Over the Rainbow (they had put purple book covers over theirs) and when they showed it, the rednecks, etc, booed and then they were like "just kidding" and we pulled ours out and everyone was sooooo relieved and clapped. IT was the best joke ever.

All day, us Yb staffers handed out yearbooks. I gotta tell ya, our YBs look awsome!!! We sold out and have NOO more copies b/c people wanted them so much. We even had to use the damaged books. To order more, it would be 5000 for 500..i think, or 100.

Friday. anyone who had an advanced math and beyond could go to math day, which I did. I got one hour of sleep that night b/c I coughed so hard that night that I couldn't sleep. I almost didn't go, but I couldn''t get my money back so I jsut went anyway. On the way back, we ran into baddd charlotte traffic. There was a wreck which meant we went slower and stopped for like 20 minutes, which was BAD for us., b/c we were sooo hot and sweating out of our ass and the only was we could get a breeze is if the bus was moving, which it wasn't/ we had towels lined on the right side when we stoppped to keep the sun out, but it was sooo hot!!! then we saw the wreck./ There was alotta poilce cars and ambulances. Finally, they had to fly a helicopter to the highway and pick up the person. When we finally got by, we saw that they had to cut the top off the Lexus to get that person out. I hope she/he/they are alright!!

Monday, I finally got my new bed. It is one ofthose cute day beds with three sides that looks really nice. It is my first new bed. I had old inherited beds before. I slept really nicely...I also go this book of smoothie recipes, and I can't wait to make them!!

okay, gotta get off now and go to school. I will visit webbies when I get back lata

*~*Felicia*~*
12:31 PM |

Made by my sis, Carla. Thanks girlie!!

Friday, May 14, 2004

First of all, Happy Birthday to Carla (whose birthday is 2morrow, the 15th) Yay! Unlucky 17th, hehe.

Second of all,I have..... LARYNGITIS.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

It is driving me crazy b/c I can't talk and my parents keep talking to me like the normally do, as If I will normally respond and I am trying to squeeze out a word...

It started wedsnesday. I couldn't sleep that night b/c my throat hurt and when I got up I felt terrible and was crying. If I had a fever it would have been okay, but the worst is when my throat hurts cause then I can't eat anything or swallow. I felt like crap, but I really needed to go to first period, chemistry, because I am bordeline, so I went and was all spacy and after that awful 1 1/2 hour I went home to lie down. BUTTTTT our house is being redone, and the guys were sanding the floors. I was so tired and it was sooo loud, it was hard to rest.

The next day I felt a WEE bit better and went to school the whole day, but went home during YB to rest and eat yogurt. That is when my voice really started sounding weird. Oh yeah, the FRAISER finale was last night. Anyone else watch that?? It made me cry... I hate all these shows ending...

Today, Friday. I woke up, and after I got out of the bathroom, I realized I could barely speak. I was squeaking and stuff and I couldn';t get anything out. IN Foods and Nutritions, while we were cooking, Marie told me she had laryngitis last week (although I can't remember that) and she said she had throat lozenge and took nyquil and is all better. I still wasn't sure if I had it, b/c well.. I never had it before... ANYone reading this ever had it? When I came home, I looked for symptoms, and I had the symptoms. When it said don't whisper, I was like. .. Uh oh, cause that was what I did all 4th (even though it gave me a head ache) b/c talking softly didn't work and I had to communicate. Also, when I stand up I get this massive headache. Alex was like, maybe when you sit your brain gets cut off... and I was like, gee, THANKS.

okay.. that was a long report of my developing laryngitis... but hey, I never had it before. I have screamed bloody mary (like riding roller coaster rides) and the one time I get it, I didn't do anything.. weird huh??? It sucks tho...

My mom and I went after school to get medicine and get bday stuff for my sister. I got this card that had exactly what I would want to say. I spent forever in Kohls looking for osmething to get her, but there wasn't anything good (I mean yeah I loved the clothes, but it is teenagerish stuff that I love and she is the "working woman".../..still parties at clubs" kinda sister. I was baffled at what to get her and I wanted to spend all of my only 20 on her and my mom was like "you don't have a job, she'll understand.." but I still felt awful not getting her anything great, cause I love my sister and wanted to get her something special.. But all I could find were these cute pictures frames. I'm a lousy sister. When I get I a job, I will make up for it!!!

so that is my D(pression) for the day, I got my sister a bad present and I have laryngitis..woo hoo...ah

*~*Felicia*~*
9:22 PM |

Made by my sis, Carla. Thanks girlie!!

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

Phew, finally got on (Thank you for the comments!! I luv you guys.. er ladies, lol!!!)

I should have done my visiting rounds the last time I blogged, but silly me, I was tired and thought I would go on later, but then we had a storm and it messed up our DSL and I wasn't able to get on till today, b/c now I am using the dial up, which I hate hate b\c it is so slow!! After I blog I will try to visit me lovely friends, if I have time. I have this meeting with the academic boosters about college tonight...

Yesterday I needed the internet. I had such a long thing to write in my blog, but I calmed down and won't "scream" about it. It had to do with my schedule for senior year. I had a thousand conflicts. The classes I REALLY wanted to take conflicted with the classes I NEEDED to take so I could be an honor graduate.

See I REALLY wanted to take ensemble (I mean, I even got up the guts to try out and made it) and found out in the fall, it conflicted with French 3, which I NEED to take b/c I am taking French 4 next semester. So of course I had to get that. In the spring, ensemble conflicted with Physics, which I NEED to become an honor graduate.. AHH. That means in both semesters, my frist periods were open. At first, the guidance counselor was like, you can take World Civilizations, a college class in the cyber room b/c I signed up for that was 1st period.. I was like perfect... BUTTTTT the class was over filled and I couldn't have 2 w/out 1... sooo that was out and if my schedule has been donw sooner I could of had that class WITH COLLEGE CREDIT>....AHHH. damn damn damn... so for 1st, we found chorus (which I have taken twice already.. geeze) and the second semester, 1st p would be foods and nutritions 2... either that or dance (which is just hte coaches teaching us to dance, boring... or this other lame class).. and that was something I WOULD never sign up for b/c now in foods, I hate cooking and didn't wanna do that again... crap...

ANd I got home and was miserable b/c my senior year was SCREWED.. But today I realized maybe if I would take French 3 first as an indepented study (which means while the class is studing french 2, or whatever, I would be working individually on french 3 and move up faster) so that I can take ensemble and at leayt have it one semester and My french teacher said that sounded good...so wish me luck!!!!

And again thanks ladies for commenting.. I feel somewhat better... :)

*~*Felicia*~*
5:33 PM |

Made by my sis, Carla. Thanks girlie!!

Friday, May 07, 2004

This has been such a long week. Thanks for making me feel better. I can't see my tag board, so I dunno what it says... I feel like I've been on a roller coaster all week. One second I'm okay and another second someone sets me off.. I just don't know anymore...

I've started chatting almost daily with my sister since last friday. She is 10 yrs older than me and I love her to death, but before I never called her if I had a problem. I never ever pull someone aside to talk about my feelings, not my mom, my close friends, sister, no one. I guess that is why every week I feel like I am gonna explode and just want to hide and scream and cry, b/c I bottle it up. I think my sister was really surprised at how I felt since I don't call to talk about "feelings". I wasn't even gonna tell her that day, but when I called, my throat caught when Isaid Hello and my sister was like "whats wrong" and I didn't talk for 30 seconds b/c I knew I would cry....

But anyway, I feel a little better now....

Also, what a coincidence, the last episode ever of "Friends" (boo hoo!!!! :( ) and my last soccer game of the season was yesterday.

soccer-It was senior night and I had to say good bye to some of my senior friends from the field, it was sad. We held the balloons and let it go after they opened their presents. I played soo long the first half. coach put me in after 4 mins into the game and left me in all 36 mins and OMG I thought I was gonna die. I kept thinking he would take me out and didn't know if I should signal or what. this is gonna drive me crazy, b/c I ALMOST SCORE, AHHH. It was sooooooo freakin close, my shot was the only good shot (we had like 3, 4 shots on goal first half, and 2 of them were mine) and I kicked it and if it was 1 inch lower it would have gone in, but it hit the top of the goal and bounced of. AHHH!!!!!! The day before, Hayley, our goalie, said she would give anyone 50 if they score a goal... at halftime she was like "I might just have to give you 25 since it was so close" lol. I have blisters on my feet. It was sooo hot yesterday, I just wanted to fall and pass out on the field).
Eventually the score came to 5-0. Which is pretty good since last game they beat us 9-0 and they are probably gonna be runner up in the conference. Although we NEED to have senior night against someone we can beat, duh, not one of the best in the conference!! shesh...

Oh yeah, and "Friends". Anyone watch that??? I cried at the end, its so sad!! I wish they could have gone on forever!!! I taped Jay Leno, Oprah, and other things that had the Friends cast being interviewed..... I want the show back!! and "Frasier" is ending too... ****cries****. NBC is screwed without their "MUST SEE TV!!!!"

Mothers day is on SUnday. What do I get my mom???????????????????

*~*Felicia*~*
10:50 PM |

Made by my sis, Carla. Thanks girlie!!

Sunday, May 02, 2004

Yesterday I took the SATS. It sucked. I couldn't concentrate b/c I was sore from practice and my back started throbbing and I couldn’t concentrate. After like 10 minutes into each section, I just wanted to hop up and down to get the kinks out.
I guess emotionally I wasn’t feeling good anyway. I am still angry at the people that I call friends.
The final straw was Friday. We had made plans to go out and eat at Pizza Hut, the juniors who were left in YB. And I was like, okay, maybe this will make me feel better. It was all decided, and I didn't see any of them for 2nd. In chemistry for 1st, matt mentioned it and misty said with her own mouth, Felicia doesn’t like it there. So for break I walked ahead and they walked together and I didn’t see them till 3rd. At 3rd period we checked out. The people in the office asked us where we were going and misty was like Monte de Rey and I looked at her weird and was like I thought we were going to Pizza Hut? and then she said but Matt wants to go to Monte De Rey. I said when did this happen?? THEY KNOW I won’t Mexican food. And everybody likes pizza but b/c matt said he wants Monte de Rey and KNOWs I hate that place and its discussed while my back is turned. I was PISSED. They are always doing things like that. Especially when Nicole is thrown in the mix, b/c she has to be the center of attention and when anything happens, I become the 3rd wheel. And Misty always wants to do what Matt does. It makes me gag how she does everything for Matt, but Matt doesn’t like her that way at all and she still does whatever for him. SO I just stare at them and they look like everything is peachy and as If I had ALREADY known even though I didn't.
SO I was like, I don't care what the hell you do if you guys are gonna be like that and left. When I got to my car I called my sister. Yesterday I had called her b/c I had an awful day (b/c of them) and spent 3rd period crying into the phone to her. I was so depressed. And when I started talking to her, Matt, Misty and Nicole came out to the parking lot (they were gonna car pool together, gag) and they just grinned at me and my sister was on the phone so I couldn't say what I wanted to say to them (which starts with an F and Y) and My hands weren't free, but if they were, I would have given them the bird, that is how I felt about them then and now.
I just don't get how someone can blow another person off and act like it was cool, b/c it wasn't. When I saw them in 4th period I couldn’t stand to them. Misty sits in front of me, Matt sits behind me, and Nicole sits 2 seats across. Matt kept poking me and was whispering to Nicole b/c he knew I was pissed and Nicole was like" I don't want anymore drama" (please, the only drama she had today was what to wear to school) and I rolled my eyes and wanted to throw my heavy book lit in her sun burnt face.
And I was depressed at home and snapped at my mom and when my the phone rang I picked it up and dropped it and my mom was mad b/c it was my dad I hung up on but I didn’t care. I didn’t.
Sometimes, I just HATE people. I wish my sister lived nearby b/c just talking to her on the phone isn’t enough. I wish she could be here while I talked with her. That’s partly why I want to go to college in S.C, to be near her and get away from here….

*~*Felicia*~*
12:26 PM |

Made by my sis, Carla. Thanks girlie!!