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Sunday, November 21, 2004

I have no idea when to start... maybe On weds the 17th?. I Found out I got accepted to USC. I was so excited when I got that big packet and jumped around and called my sister and kara, who is going also. I was soo freaking excited, but didn't want my dad to come home b/c I knew he would pop my happy bubble. Sure enough... when he got home, he was like "are you excited?".. of course I was! but I was all calm and THEN my dad started going in on the cost, and how it would be nice if I went to community college for two years and everything and then was like "but its up to you" which meant "I want you to go to the community college".
I am so sick of starting in the middle of things. If I got to community college and transfer to USC for my third year, I will be SOO out of it. While everyone started new as a freshman and know the strings by the 3rd year, I will be struggling and lost. I am so sicccckkk of that. I want to start fresh like everyone else! I want the experience. I wanna be at the same level as everyone. And I wanted to maybe study abroad my 3rd year, which I couldnt' if I transfered. I also don't wanna be here for another two years..ahh.
That friday Jason (not my nephew jason, a friend) came over after hunting. He didn't find any deer and had been out all day. I haven't seen him in a while since he goes to the community college. oddly enough, he is majoring in psychology and i think he is hard to read himself. I just think it is odd that a person like him who likes to party and dresses head to toe in abercrombie also loves the outdoors and hunting and stuff. When i first meet him I never would have thought HE would hunt. Jason said I should go hunting with him..yeah right. Like i could sit in the woods forever waiting for bambi to show up to get shot *rolls eyes*
bump up to monday 22nd. I turned un my bibliography, and on tuesday my teacher gave back out rough drafts. she took FOREVER on mine and i had to come back at second break to get mine and she was on her phone, talking about damn yearbook, so I didn't get to ask questions. On my sheet she said I was doing great and have lots of examples and I just needed to put in stuff from other sources. I found out that the paper is not due mon, but due tues.. my birthday..:(. oh well.
On Thurs, THanksgiving, my dad, mom, grandma, and me went to a family friends of ours. My grandma's old friend and her daughter invited us over for thanksgiving. it was nice and we don't have turkey left over,yay. I tried pecan pie for the first time and actually liked it.:)
Friday. I should have done my paper and edited it, but I felt bad earlier that day. I couldn't sleep b/c I was tossing and turning and my thoat hurt bad. Around 11 is when i looked at the clock and couldn't believe it b/c i was still dead tired. I got up and my body was aching and my throat hurt and i tried to eat, but had to pour out half of my cereal. I got better later that day after 5. I also wasn't sure if my sister was coming and the more i thought she wasn't coming, the more i put ot off for that night. We kept calling and my sister wasn't answering so we figured she was avoiding us... but later around 7 I was talking to Carla and telling her how pissed I was and then low and behold, I heard a car and my sister was here! She tried to surprise us. She meant to get up and leave at NINE am but she didn't leave till 3...... She wanted it to be a surprise..but she kinda still should have left earlier...!
The next day....We wanted to watch a movie and looked online and the only one that looked good was Bridget Jones Diary, The edge of reason. I had taped the first one on my DVR, so I played it for Janette to see if she would like it to go and see the second part.. Then we went to wal-mart, mom, sis, jason, and me.. to get some stuff. Janette forgot to get socks for Jason b/c he is staying a week with us and we just shopped for stuff and grabbed bojangles on the way, which i was upset about b/c of my new diet. but i got the chicken supremes b/c they aren't as bad as the chicken pieces and potatoes and such. When we got home, we finished watching bridget jones diary and then since we still had time for the 4:30 movie, we watching 2 weeks Notice (also on my DVR) which has Hugh Grant and Sandra Bullock.. which is also a funny movie. When it was over, my sister and I hurried and gussied up b/c I wanted to get pictures of us for my senior page in the year book. well, we ended up posing for longer than we out to off, b/c when i looked at the time, it was 4:12 and it takes around 30 mins to get to that theater so we couldn't make it. We were gonna go se he 7:40 show, but it weas to long away so we decided to go to town and rent a movie. So Janette and I went. There was nothiung really good out. She saw something or I saw something already. I wanted to see shrek, but she had already seen it and little jason had seen it a lot of times already..so we ended up renting Jersey Girl and Harry Potter and the Prizoner of Azkaban. Once we got home, we made popcorn and smoothies and went to watch Jersey Girl. It was pretty cute, altho I thought Liv Tyler and Ben Affleck would have more interaction. I didn't know Jersey Girl was more about his daughter. Then, after it was done, to bring out movie count to FOUR, I also had my Big Fat Greek Wedding on my DVR, so we watched THAT. I swear, the way the mom on that movie pushed food is how my mom pushed food on everyone else.lol. My mom came in and laughed alot in the movie. It was after 10 when it was done and i took a shower and went to watch harry potter for a little and went to be after.
Today... while my sister was taking a shower, I watched the rest of Harry Potter. I was a little disappointed on the movie. They are wearing muggle clothes most of the time and not their robes and there was like one quidditch scene!! did I miss it or something?? it was supposed to be the one where griffindor won the quidditch cup!! that game wasn't on the film which pissed me off, its the essential thing!! ahhh. I also didn't like the new feel to it. It wasn't great like the other 2 movies, that new director sucks!!!...
moving on...
after lunch janette and i aimlessly played connect four. then we grabbed my digital camera and took a million pics of both of us together. lol. we looked ridiculous and when i liekd one pic, she hated it and vice versa. She also gave me my birthday gift, a good charlotte cd and 20 bucks. I was wanting it at wal-mart and had no idea she got it! i was with her in line too and she said when i turned around for a second she snuck it in.She was good, lol. but yay, i probably wouldn't have bought it for myself...:)
And then she left... and so I am here now. I need to work on my paper, but knew i needed to blog. UGH, i dont wanna do this paper... also.. i haven't returned my libary books from the college. I hope the charge isn't that bad. :(

*~*Felicia*~*
11:41 PM |

Made by my sis, Carla. Thanks girlie!!

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

I really shouldn't be doing this..blogging...right now, anyway. I have a rough draft of my Paper due friday and have only written the thesis. I resolved to do it today, ASAP..but got distracted. I watched general hospital and days of of lives (both taped so i skipped commercials) and ate 16 wheat-thins (the box said that was the serving!) w/ laguhing cow cheese (THE best cheese), half of a slice of pudding pie (I made, is delicious..i guess it is kinda like chocolate moose pie, yum), and cereal... That is how nervous I am..lol. And I was ABOUT to start on my paper, but i stopped by my blog..and here i am. hm.. i must have procrastinator written in my brain!!! but anyway......:)

friday- I signed up to help with the Fall Festival at the middle school (whoever was in key club could sigh up) and we got to leave at 11 am and go eat lunch and then go to the middle school and help out till 2:30. I got there at 12 oclock and found out they had let the 7th grades in first, but there was some people there. When the 6th grades started coming in, we were all flocking to stations and I went to the (((everything was free..it was kind of like a carnival except inside the gym and they had air bounce thingy and sliding thing (i can't remember what they are called!) and other little carnival games)))
face painting station with my friends Melissa and Misty, and these two other girls who are in my school but I have no idea who they are or what grade they are in...lol. At first I just sat in the chair, not wanting to paint the kids cause I CANT paint and didn't want to screw them up..lol. they were getting all kinds of stuff on their faces (these boys kept coming back and getting more stuff..! a goatee, a mustache, I love...blah blah, eyebrows) and it was bad if they were sweatin b/c they b/c an ugly blog..lol.. but it got crowded to i ended up starting to paint, and when one kid saw me paint, another came..so grr, had to paint, but it was fun. I got paint all over my hands, which i hate..lol
James came over to talk and I was like "let me give you a mustache" finally I got one side drawn and he was like NO but i said it looked dumb with only one side so i gave him a full mustache. Jonathan came over and then they started trying to paint me and i said back off, i am wearing my favorite jacket..lol. Then they kept walking by and poking me and I kept thinging they were painting me. BUT when i sat back down and was looking down, James had gotten a glob of pink glitter face stuff and smeared it on my cheek!! Uck. I wipped it off (and then it looked odd cause i HAD blush on, so i was blushless on that cheeck...lol. so i got the glitter and started walking over to james, who was at the batting cage and when he saw me he started running, but i eventually got him and smeared his face, which he promtly wipped off (but stayed glittery)...and during in between 6th and 8, we just chatted, it was fun hanging out with them...lol.
at the end, jonathan snuck up on me again and at the same time we grabbed paint and eachothers arm and i wrote loser on his and he wrote I love Brad Pitt on my arm (b/c i had written I LOVE Brad Pitt on a paper towel when i was bored..hehe).. atho it came out unlegible.
But i had fun :)

afterwards, I went to Candy Company to get a cell phone cover..my first@ lol. The one i wanted first was a clear one with Louis Vuitton print, but w/ the covers, you could see the wired and it didn't look good, so i got a clearish dark blue cover with Louis Vuitton print. IT is so cute!! i will have to take a pic or something..hehe. I love it..

yesterday i was stressing big time. I was looking throuugh all the places in NC that i will apply too (though I don't wanna go hereeeeeee!!) the only place i would want to go here (if i have to) is Wingate b/c it really interested me.. i wanted to major in business or graphic design and it had both and is a christian school and looked great and is around charlotte... i need to aply to others to get a back up. But this is stressing me out. There are so many essays to do and then ESSAYS for scholarships.. i don't know what i am gonna do..i have no idea!

thats it.. i need to do my paper! lotsa love to everyone..

*~*Felicia*~*
4:04 PM |

Made by my sis, Carla. Thanks girlie!!

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

why is bloggin so hard? i keep meaning to, but I keep putting it off for tomorrow..tomorrow..but it is tomorrow..so here I go..

I am alive, I have just been slacking off, lol. I just havent feel like doing anything online..I think I am in a slump, lol..I'll start on Halloween..

(thank you for the people who sent me stuff..woo hoo!)
Halloween-spent ALL day at church, i was there from 9:30am-12pm then had an hour to go home and eat and get back at church at 1. I went to wal-mart to get a black shirt and jacket and gloves and was a little late. We set up for the haunted maze in the woods which the older kids and adults (includign me) made and at 4pm we had the hot dog hayride thingy at the church at at around 6 when it got dark we started doing the hayride and go ready in the woods and we hid with masks and scared everyone. it was fun:). After everything was done around 8, me, HEather, Lory, and Anna wanted to be scared and decided to go look for a haunted hayride. Anna ended up not going b/c she had to be back at 10 and we weren';t sure if we would be back then. So I drove my car with Lory and HEather b/c Heather;s car was at home and Lorys was messed up. So after a while, we finally got to Boomer where a haunted hayride was supposed to be BUT after driving around that area back and forth, Lory and Heather started calling [people, and we found out that the ride was closed on Sunday (HALLOWEEN day PEOPLE!!) We found out all halloween stuff was closed to halloween. crap. which sucked cause we really wanted to get scared. Lory has her mom look for places on the phone, but no dice. well, there was one in Boone, where they go to college, but I wasn't going up there, to far. The ride was fun though and I drove Heather and Lory home.

I can't remember what i did during the week though. Just lots of dumb homework.Something happened Tuesday...but what, I CAN"T REMEMBER. ah.. Friday was a pep rally, the first i had been to all semester b/c I skipped the first one and got sick on the other two. It SUCKED. Honestly. It sucked. Usually I am the one who is doing nothing while everyone was cheering, but this time I go up and everything and 80 percent of the people WOULD NOT GET UP. it weas like their buts were glued. the cheerleaders kept yelling and over the microphone they told the people to get up, but they wouldn't get up, which pissed me off. Adam was like stand up if you want another peprally. I think 5 people stood up at that. IT was awful. Our school sucks this year.

friday night was bad. my dad said I need a 1300 score on SATs to get the money from USC knocked down or else my dad would have a very hard time paying for college and I got sooo depressed. 1300!!!!! I am to stupid. there are people who are at the top of the class and way smart who are making in the 12s!!! This is the last Sats also. I am not gonna make it, I know I am not. I spent 8 weeks in sat prep classes and raised my math by like 60!!!!!!!! MY VERBAL WENT DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!

saturday I spent all day doing my bibliography and note cards for my term paper. My report is on Pride and Prejudice and women's roles during the Regency period which coincided with the book..

sunday..church and play practice.

tuesday-with my English Honors class, we went to see the play Dracula at Greensboro..the triad center or something. They did a great job!! 6 people playing where there were over 9 parts and they sticked close to the book. Also there was only one girl and she played Mina and Lucy and the other two women parts. (she was also on Law and Order!!!) and the guys were great, I liked the one who played Vampire (he also played The reporter) and then this other guy played the old dracula and van helsing. i was confused at first. But they did a great great job and I enjoyed it. Afterward, we go to go to the mall and eat. we only had an hour, so after I ate, we went to abercrombie so I could get my perfume, Abercrombie 8 and we went to Hollister, etc. BTW, ever notice that the guys who work at Amercrombie and Hollister are HOT?!?!

oh and Carla. WE NOW HAVE A CHARLOTTE RUSSE. that is a great store. I made note of it for by birthday!! (athough I dread my birthday b/c i have the research paper due the day before!!!!)

I got a treadmill!! I have been running on it everyday! also I have been doing 150+ crunches a day. I am trying to loose weight..wish me luck!!..

Now I need to visit me friends. Later!

*~*Felicia*~*
8:12 AM |

Made by my sis, Carla. Thanks girlie!!