
Gosh, been so long. First of all, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
*warning... long post*
i'll start...
Tues 14- Aarons funeral was held early in the afternoon, so people who wanted to go had to bring a note to leave school early and already be dressed. I left for it and followed Misty to the church. It was a pretty small church and was packed. People were standing in the back (b/c of the long long line in) and I almost had to stand but when the family came in, there was some room so I got to sit... It was a really sad service, but done really well. I THINK that some of the basketball team MAY have been the pallbearers, not really sure. it was such a big line that I couldn't see them, but they were the first ones to leave the church, before the family. It kinda made me depressed and I was depressed when I got home. It was so surreal.
Wed-last day of school (I had no exams) and I gave gifts to my fave teachers. I was gonna make cards for my friends, but there were so many people I wanted to give cards to that I just didn't. In french was fun b/c it was extended because of Vocats testing and we have a chocolate day. Mme. made chocolate fondue (there was a table of food) and we watched CHOCOLAT (with Johnny Depp...yummy).
Thurs- went to school around 1 to pick up the aaron shirt. The basketball team made shirts in memory of aaron and the money raise will go to two charities that his parents picked out.
Sat- play practice at the church at 10. we were practicing for the annual chirstmas play and I was Mimi, the city cousin in CHRISTMAS IN CRICKET COUNTY. Its about city cousins who go to the country to hear the will of their uncle who died. They are spoiled and selfish while the country cousins are backwards but kind. It is also a funny play, i wish you guys could read the script. At 3 oclock I had to come back for choir practice and at 7oclock my family went to Boone b.c my dads work was having a christmas party at a hotel. It was really nice and the raffled gifts to the workers (my dad won this electronic tape measureing thingy..) and all the kids of the workers got a stocking or santas hat fun of candy and a wal-mart car for 10 dollars (well i think the older kids like me got the walmart card and the little ones got stuffed animals instead or somehting). I had fun and there was this REALLY REALLY HOT guy who worked there that I may of checked out...hah. He was tall with American Eagle Model type hair..hehe. But I was with my dad.. ugh.
Sunday- Us in Choir sang the chirstmas songs for most of the service and when we were leaving got little treat bags, yum. Then I had to be at hte church at 3 to practice for the chirstmas play. then at 7 it started. Since we are busy, debbie didn;t make us memorize lines and we had a little script with us. so we read and acted and it went bad when Mark lost his place and cameron jumped over to find it and he turned back to the beging and mark read it, and it was soo out of where we were at that we jsut sat there for a minute, embarrased and about to laugh. THEN at this part, MARK FARTED! he FARTED!! anhd it was before I had to go over to him, so I was tlaking to him and laughing. I also had a part where my character ends up in the woods and gets chased by a bear. So I am on the other side of the fake window and have to run across and scream (which I can only scream loud, meaning I sounded like a banshee) and Benjy had the deer head and made it look like it was running after me.. it was funny, lol. All in all we made alot of mistakes, but it was still funny.
AFTERWARDS, there was a party in the fellowship hall. We had lots of goodies and then they gave out gifts. See, I wasn't there around christmas last year and had NO idea that they do that. I was embarrassed b.c I had nothing to give cause I didn;t know so I was about to leave and then I kept getting gifts! And I was like. OH. Crap. I have nothing. Nada. Zilch. to give. Why didn't anyone tell me!! But anyway, I got alot of great presents, I love my church. Next year, when I come back for college I will get those people something!!
I'll skip to Weds, when I went to the mall. Me mom and grandma. I didn't want grandma to come b/c she is such a burden and wouldn't do anything, but my mom knew I really wanted to go so she said she will watch grandma. The parkinglot was CROWDED!!! I drove around for like 5, 6, 7 mins and when I got to where I started this car was backing out, YES YES. So later I was shopping and I was sooo tried!! The shoes I were wearing were not comfy for so long and they made my feet ache and i couldnt' concintrate.. so I know I prob missed good sales (next time I will wear flip flops, my shopping shoes, even if it it the dead of wither!!). There wasn't really good sales, I bought present for my best friend kara in sc at Charlotte Russe. thats the only present I got, I didn't know what to get everyone else! at AMerican EAgle, I got this awsome purse, charlotte Russe: this awsome scarf..(im in love) , Abercrombie: Abercrombie 8 perfume, book at Waldens, Hollister: shirt, PacSun: shirt. I can't believe I went to the mall and only got TWO shirts!! something was wrong with me..lol! I wanted to get funny stickers or something to put in the cards I was sending, but the line was ridiculously long and finally I gave up. On the way out, I practically knocked this hot guy out with my big American Eagle bag.. *sigh*.
Thursday- went to post office. I fell bad b/c I am sending only cards to my friends, I wish I could send something more but it can't send packages (my mom would ask 50 questions) and I could only send a package to my BFF. SO i was like, okay, I will send it overnight, but lo and behold, it cost 13 DOLLARS to send a LETTER express and was like..oop, They will get it in a while cause I can't fork out taht much. and as for Kara's package... 21 DOLLARS for EXPRESS!!! holly cow! thats about how much her gift cost. I already got her gift she sent to me, so i feel bad b.c she will get it after christmas...
*sigh* for this is why christmas makes me depressed. sorry guys...
By today, I ACTUALLY GOT something for my parents, can you believe it?!?! I think they will like it.. I feel a teensy bit better... but just a teensy..
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Um..okay, I think I need to continue from Friday. My sister came this weekend so I didn't have time to blog or do really anything online.....
Friday, leaving western civ, I passed the lobby where there was a huge banner stretching across for people to sign for Aaron. During 2nd, my teacher let us go sign it. I had no idea what ot say and asked (whispered) what happened to Aaron. turns out, he tried to kill himself by shooting himself in the head. Yea, I was shocked. I remember he sat in front of me in Beta Club and I was just thinking, I didn't know he would be in beta club.. and he was on the basketball team...I didn't know what to write b/c I have never talked to aaron. I thought back to when the principal was on the announcements. this girl emily (who i am now thinking is a cold harded bitch) laughed when principal said aarons name. LAUGHED!!! Who the hell laughs at a situation like that. she said something else when she laughed.. and she is in my class and i think she needs to be smacked hard!
continuing... our principal came on the announcements and said there are counselors in the media center if anyone wanted to talk. lots of people were not in the clss and in the halls and with the doors shut I could still hear people walking by and sobbing... It was just a bad day and it was raining...I think my teacher is just an idiot. yes, she just let us watch a movie, but it was Frankenstein! which has a death motif and it shows a brain being shattered and it was an awful choice for us to watch in our situation...
We didn't want to go to the middle school and sing at first, but the other option was sitting in the room staring at each other, so it was a good way to leave the heaviness of the school behind for a little. I rode mandy, melissa, and amber and we stopped to each at bojangles before going ot the middle school.
When we went back for first period, my french teacher basically let us do nothing (the people who had to take the exams just did their work). She made hot water so we could drink cocoa or cappachinos. burned my tounge... it felt weird in class. I know alot of the school had checked out and i felt like my class was secluded, like we were the only ones in the school, though people walked by, it was so quiet and... just odd..
My sister came for the weekend, on sat, and we rented some movies that night. Sunday Morning I had to go to mrs. mayes's chruch b/c ensemble had to sing in the morning service so I had to be there at 10:30am. when I got there, I found out that Aaron had died later Friday.....i didn't expect his to live b/c of how he shot himself.. he couldn't of live like that. the concert was sad, Jenny and Amy sang amazing grace first and Belinda beside me and others started crying. We dedicated the performance to Kevin, who was a member of that church and was in the hospital b/c he had cancer again... It was just a really sad concert.
Just Pray that Aarons family can get through this...
I'm in Western Civ right now. It was really weird when I got to school. I was late and I thought everyone would be in the Cyber room. As I was walking to through the media center I saw a few guys from my first period sitting on the couches looking sad. When I got in the room, there were more empty seats and something felt weird so I asked the teacher why the guys were in the media center and she said they were upset... okay.. i had no idea what happened. Then the teacher ordered us out of class and on TV was the principal with a broadcast to the school. He was crying and saying if anyone needed someone to talk to.... And then I found out that this guy aaron was in some sort of accident (mandy said whispered what happened as the principal was talking so I missed it. But Aaron is in baptist hospital which is very bad b/c it is the big hospital in Winston-Salem so I know his condition is critical. I pray that aaron will pull through..
To a lighter note, I recieved a little package/card from magie yesterday which I was happy to recieve. She got me a penguin w/ candy cane (it looks yummy! lol) and an italian charm bracelet w/ a sandle in it already (which I am wearing now..heh). I thought it was so weird she had gotten that b/c I had wanted it and was ready to buy it... so it was a good thing to buy I didn't! i can't wait to buy charms for it (hmm.. need a soccer one, music note, etc. etc..lol)
THANKS MAGIE!!!
I still need to send out christmas cards!
I bought an MVP card at hollywood video. For 10 dollar per 30 days, i can rent unlimited movies there, which is awsome!! my sister does blockbuster and theirs is around 24 dollars a month and only 2 movies out at a time, so I think I got the better deal, lol. But lots of the movies I want are not out yet.. boo. Maybe soon they will be (i wonder when Wimbledon out yet?? I wanted to see that so bad!
In 3rd, Ensemble is singing at the middle school. Out teacher will only let 4 people drive and so i don't get to drive (even though at first she said SENIORS but 3 seniors plus her are driving and when she got to me it was too late..boo) so I am riding with scott and his girlfriend, which I would prefer not to cause I we will eat before we go out and I don't wanna be the third wheel. Maybe I can get Eli to ride with us...
Magie have a safe flight and have fun with your family!! Don't forget to blog often (which I am bad at..lol)
later.
(p.s. the band teacher didn't find out..lol)
hm.. it has been a while. I guess I will start on Nov 30, tuesday. my birthday. I'm 18 now.. how odd!
When I got home, I saw my birthday cake, it was perrrrfect. The day before I had gone to Lowes to order it. I asked them to make the beach and was so excited when I saw it b/c the lady made waves in teh ocean with the icing and put a sail boat, palm trees, a beach chair, and shells. It was soo cute!! My favorite cake ever. Then around 5 we went to eat at Ryans, me, mom, dad, lil Jason, and my grandma. I swear my nephew is obsessive about cakes. He kept going ON AND ON AND ON about that cake of mine. We had to tell him a million times that there was also cake at Ryans but he wanted my cake (he still had cake at Ryans). When we got home, Jason was going crazy about the cake again. I didn't want to cut it, it was so perfect!! And I was taking along time and Jason started crying and acting up b/c the cake wasn't cut. I never knew how spoiled he was until he came here, omg. He calmed down when I gave him the sail boat on the cake. Later, I finally cut the cake, though I didn't want to. My parents gave me a card with 300 dollars in it. 200 from my dad and 100 from my grandma.. well, my dad had told her about my birthday (she never even mentioned it when we went to dinner) and since he has power of attorney and legal guardianship of her, he told her he was gonna write a check for her... Honestly, my grandma never had a great relationship. She didn't even remember my birthday, it was really my dad in that part. I am not sure what my mom got me.. she did wash and clean the inside of my car yesterday and bought my cake, so I think that was her gift. I got some gifts from friends and i think my aunt will prob (if she even) send me a check or something near christmas. I don't think she has my birthday marked, so she usually sends me a check between my birthday and christmas. I hate how close my birthday is to christmas.
Also tues morning my research paper was due, I felt so much better turning it in!!!!!!!!!!!! (btw, I got it back yesterday.. i got a 96!!!)
and cant remember anything till... Friday.in Ensemble, we sang at the Elks Lodge during lunch and then went to wendys to eat after (cause there is nasty food there). I was depressed during the week b/c when janette left, my sore throat got worse and I cou;dn't sing, and i loved lots of the songs!! Ave Maria, God Rest You Merry Gentleman...... And during the week I drank hot lemon water with honey for my thraot and had throat breezers, but on Fri, I still had to lipsinc b/c Nothing would come out when I tried to hit the high notes... ugh... that sucked!
Sunday was the christmas concert, where ensemble and chorus were put together (which we in ensemble hated b/c chorus didn't know lots of the words and were out of tune).. I was in front and was so embarrassed b/c I had to fake high notes...bummer.
After the concert, I went home and changed and went to church for play practice.
I woke up Monday and Voila! My throat doesn't hurt anymore. NOW it is fine... grrr.. I still have two more things to sing at, so at least i will be better for those.
Today in ensemble was fun. Her eis the situation. chorus/ensemble and band is taught in the same room. Mrs. mayes teaches for the first 3 periods in there and band is 4th period by the other teacher. the room is covered in band stuff and we don't really like the band *cult*, well Jenny in ensemble is in band, but she doesn't like the teacher/some people either.
So there we were. just chatting away when we saw troy swinging on this bar contraption and when ms. mayes saw him, was like get on troy! But he stayed on so she was like "When the band teacher comes i, you better get off. He is very particular about everything. Then we laughed about how funny it would be if Troy got caught in the hooks and sure enough, Troy got his belt caught and he was hanging down by his belt. When he went straight ways, he looked like steve urkle. Erin still had her camera, so we were in hysterics and telling Troy to wait so we could take pictures nad Troy moved his arms and legs like he was flying and then straightened so Erin could get a picture of his but, where his jeans were pulled way up high. After Erin took pictures, Troy was helped out. He had a red mark around him from his belt. Then they checked back and saw the took was bent and Troy was trying to righten it and ms. mayes bet him 20 dollars that the band teacher would notice...lol
eventful day, huh?








































