hey
I am so sorry I never am on.I am stressed most of the time lately (and I am starting soccer next week, omg, it could be worse). I finally did the SATs.. it sucked. we had it last weekend b/c the snow postponned it two weeks. before that i was even more stressed and i had headaches everyday, but i feel better it is over. BUT if i did bad, I will have to take the new SAts, which i dread having to do since they have essays.. yikes.. speaking of essays, i need to write 3 for college scholarships.
I feel so bad that I have been neglecting EVERYONE online that is. i haven't answered emails. IO keep reading and then forgeting to respond and putting things off. I thought we were supposed to enjoy our senior year, but If you ask anyone at our school, the effect would be negative. Its been hard and stressful, to Seniors and teachers. I am making a horrible grade in physics. It had me crying b/c it is so depressing how bad i am doing. Yesterday I made a 70 on the test. the second lowest grade was a 90 something! It was all i could do not to start crying. we have 7 people in our class and they are all smart and 4 of them are taking calculus and ... God it makes me depressed. I think I understand and then I fail a quiz. I will have a panic attack if i make a c or d. that will kill my 4.0 and scholarships. God, I am depressing myself..

ANYWAY. i am gonna start posting on multiply.com (http://www.felicia05.multiply.com) so that I can keep in contact with people on it like magie and such and my sister checks on multiply and maybe i can keep in the cycle cause i miss everyone and i don't wanna loose contact with the friend i made. So after you read this, check on multiply! maybr i can post pictures or something soon!

love, felicia

*~*Felicia*~*
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